26 December 2012

I am excited to attend the temple with all of you and not change the personalities in the family but set the true example and make you all realize that by hatred and jealousy comes not the things of the lord but from the most decieving being of all time that is more miserable and filthy than any other thing that has ever existed.  The strength the faith, the charity or pure love of christ. This is what matters. Not the friendships with others and not the number of enemies we have but the friendships we better and the enemies that we perfectly love and the witness that we always are!!! Not of satan but of the almighty Christ that can smite thine enemies with a speck of dust that can cast out the most horrible filthy sins and forgive them and forget!!!! This word forget means not to dwell on it not to change feelings that we have and not to damage our character but to better our lives and bring us closer to our savior the one that lives JESUS CHRIST!!!! Only through him can we rest from our pains, only through him will we receive eternal life and enter into our fathers rest. I strive to fulfill the words of Moroni "and when he shows himself unto his children again we will look at him and be the same!!!" Same as Jesus Christ. Forgiving those we hate forgiving the ones who reject us and hate us and judge us. But I say the family is the number one strength of all and if we want to be the same when he comes again we need to fulfill the words of captain moroni "protect thine families even unto bloodshed!!!" I know the earth will pass away and the devil will die but the words of Christ will live forever. Like Mormon said "the earth will pass and all things but my word or the words of Christ will be fulfilled whether it be through my voice or the words of my servants!!" Never have sciptures woken me up more than these. I strongly commit that just as I did this christmas and monday after calling my family and telling them not of what the natural man has convinced you to feel, not the hatred not the jealousy but what your heart and your spirit of Christ says. If you can't then I strongly suggest that you purify your heart and humble yourselves as a little child and if we humble ourselves we are gathered under his arms not for now but forever!!! Never have I felt so sad or so hurt from what our family has become. The communication is what lacks (not). The one thing that lacks is the most important part of the repentance process, forget your self and forgive, forget and never RETURN!!! I love you all as my family but I am filled with hurt of the seperation we have to have one sit at home during the most special part of the year Christmas. I don't care how much you want to blame the other and say it is them because those are not the weak and meak those are the hardest hearts found in the world and are directly from satan so if you are quick to blame and to hate feel free to follow the one who is miserable-satan and become like him and be miserbale forever at his side!!!! LETS ALL PROCEED AND ENTER TOGETHER INTO THE CELESTIAL KINGDOMLove your family member and your number one fan and lover Elder Darby